You but You

I'm losing you every day in unavailing repetition of an image
I'm losing you every moment in blue
And your sudden reappear in
Orange concept of a fish!

I see you in every margin, autumn, earth
Yet losing you very often
With an echo of a smile.
Then I want you with a fear
- yellowish - of reunion.

I'm losing you, losing
You in hollow eyeballs of a mask
Rehearsing you on a piece of lineless paper
- Puberty of your image in a frame.

And I know but I only know
It's not getting enchaining you,
Unavailing repetition of your image!

I'm losing you on the road
May I catch you in the air . . .

For Bereaved Boar

Tomorrows
Ravenous memories of sorrows
Roam into dark windowpanes of your eyes,
Painted motionless in a flowerless panorama

Furious flames fade away
Fire melts all Love's profane lullaby,
Hissing in the ears of innocence

The Boar,
Who found boredom too sore,
Shakes his load of silence down
And parts to face his Double fawn:
Fair vain Adonis.

“I meant to murder you with kisses
For sure I’m a She-Boar”

Surrender
To the words that burn
Words that burn out and tender

Refute
Dance, Dance on her wounded Brute
When the screaming evening
Bends to Love’s last abode
And takes refuge
In eternal
Nothing-ness

Memoirs of Morbid Medusa

Memoirs of Morbid Medusa

Fed up with fuming faces around me,
Fed up with petty poets' peculiarity,
I was even fed up with you
When I sat there in Cafe Art
Talking about Derrida, Nora, Wilde, and Barthes
With that blazing snail who crawled in my throat
Crawled throughout that burning boat
But you avoided my eyes;
You were absorbed to the cries
Of Beheaded Medusa passing by
With a dagger in her back - Your dagger it was,
Well-decorated with tasty lines, bitter sighs, broken aces -
And you grew somber and somber
As she crossed our coffee table.
So I took a glance at your little fins, wide jaws, white eyes
I wasn’t a fisherwoman; I just went for pearls and corals
Of which you had no ideas.

My throat burned with remorse - for the word never taken
And the snail on your Loral hair - Shell broken.
You were in that blazing boat
Screamed and Staggered
With a beheaded maiden daggered,
Leaving me behind on a coral land.

Dozing on this remote island
In the heart of my luring band
I’ve grown serpents on my head
Who hiss me kiss me consumingly
Now and then I gaze at the ocean
Now full of stony statues
All resembling of you
Unparticular Apollo!

Once Upon a Time

Once upon a time, I loved to sing and rhyme
Once upon a time, I was a painter
Once upon a time, smile was my only crime
Once upon a time a mystic piper Once upon a time, I used to draw
Once I was a dealer
Once I used to cry

Then we crossed: YOU passed me by
And I forgot all my lullabies
Now Just heaven knows what I am:
A three-horned Rhino
A long-sleepin’ Volcano
I am but a sick rose
The hissing snail
Does in my bed repose 'n howls in my hollow jail
Yes I'm poisoned
And you did me destroy.

I liked it when

I liked it when I swung on your soft ivy soul
Waving me like a pandolinum
From so down to so high
So vast was your ‘comradeship of sorrow’
- Swift sepulcher
Though I know now
That this hollow structure
- your very resemblance
Has anything but harmony of existence

NIGHT

It’s night, an airless night
The soil is sickly pallid
Sweet zephyr
- Cloud bred mountain breeze,
Is sprinting to me

It’s night,
Like a feverish figure
Standing
So Turgid that
Floods the entire road
That’s why
Foggy wayfarer,
Lost in midway
Has no vision to his mission!

Endless desert’s heated body
Resembles
Man’s Corpus tight in his grave,
Suffocated!
Resembles
My heavy heart,
My fatigued flaming flesh

It’s night, oh
Night.

Spark Up

• Here
  sodomic, lethargic, neer!
  Not even a face familiar
  Inspire me, show me in dreams
• Gray, gloomy violet, black
• An intimate zone, a river, a shack
• His peaceful breast,
• Eternal rest
• His mighty hands,
• Secret wonderlands…
• Curious savage waves,
• No sound, No bound, a Big Bang
• Little sparkle, then dark blue
• Our innovative world through
• Shiny gates of passion,
• Release the dragon,
• Acceleration ...